haven touch tis thing 4 agest..... didnt rellie got anything to write..... cause life have been meaning less.... Until i met my baby ger..... Shida!!! muakzs.... miss u baby... at 1st things btwn us were rellie kind of rought.... fight fight and fight..... but recently thing got better.... and i mean rellie good... i have nvr felt so luck in this short life of mine.... she have been there 4 me all the time.... she luv me alot.... such a lucky bastard.... wakaka...

today was one of the happiest day 4 me.... went to her place... kind of taught her c prog.... dono weather she got absorb anything anot..... but darling 100% huh.... wakakaka.... cant wait to go there again... hehehe tak malu sak.... any way baby all the bez 4 ur paper k....

baby u are the bez and life without u is meaning less.... each time u touch me i melt inside.... to seat close to u is as thought i am seating at heaven door.... juz wating 4 it to open so open lah.... wakakak.... muakz i luv u baby ger.... baby u are my one and oni... till death do us part.... muakz

Dah lame siol tak kasi ni binatang makan(update lah).... wahahaha.... ape hal huh.... oOOo takye..... busy gile sak..... layan kan orang lain sampai diri sendiri tak ter layan...... orang gadoh2 kite sebok..... tak boleh ddk diam siol.... pagi gi skool.... petang lepak.... time malam lak main guitar(masih tak pass2 main).... malam confrence same ade lah orang ni(bukan gf huh, member jer).... ni lah baru dapat kasi di bende makan..... member tak call member busy..... dah lah jadi pirate loner....

Tadix aleph and boi(me) gi beach road..... shoppin siol..... nak tau beli ape..... baju dalam..... wahahaha.... beli bende merepek sial.... singlet color pink lah biru lah hijau lah..... lawak gile..... pas tu beli boxer sponge bob..... mak kau gi jauh2 stakat beli stock sluar dalam..... ni lah name pirate sakai..... besok janji ngan aleph pakai singlet pink same boxer sponge bob.... jadi kembar se bodek.... wakakaka.....

tadi pagi bangon lambat sial..... selalu nye member ade call kejot kan.... tapi tadi pagi tak pon.... pada hal klass start same time tadi.... hmmm entalah..... jangan macam gini ah member.... borin siol takde member nak bebual..... member lain takleh bebual cube boleh buat lawak je...... tul tak wahahahaha............

yesterday i dint got enought sleep..... went to bed early aound 1 am but ended up sleepin at 5 and wakin up at 7..... oni 2 hr of sleep..... and the day b4 i was also awake the whole nite hangin out with apek..... so total hr sleep added up in the 2 days is abt 5 hr..... wah so tired...... today slack with the usual peepz.... alif and affie..... got my mind clear out of stuff..... had some laught and fun there.... play sepak takraw..... jatoh macam kene tembak bile nak buat tekong lipat..... kelakar gile..... it was great lah..... then went home around 6 in the afternoon.....

slack 4 a while and then had a nap...... then wole up in the middle of the nite at 2 am..... look at my hp and saw some msg and miss call..... she said"plz sayang listen i got to say something an..........." Argh...... tak paham bahase ke...... aku tak nak bebual ngan kau pompan sundah...... mane lelaki yang dulu kau tu..... pi ah mengadu kat die....... my ears are no longer there to listen to u....... well 4 a fact my whole self id no longer 4 u...... so buzz of....... one more call and tats it..... i will go to ur place and do something mean...... don try me....... i have the thing plan out already.....

i don know from where u get my blog address..... juz buzz off...... don tell me u pitty me or wad...... i don need ur pitty..... i got frenz now...... i don need pitty from some one who stab in the back, front, side ,up ,down........ and tell ur mum i`m sori 4 shoutin at her the other day...... i should not be shouting at her but instead at u bitch...... move on lah...... or u juz want me come to ur place and kick ur ass...... leave me and my fren alone.......

haiz...... juz went back from skool...... accompany apek to meet dee after her hockey pratice..... apek and dee went straight home while as 4 me and jep we went 4 supper at buger king..... then went home..... on the way gave dee a call.. ask her how are things going btwn them so far.... and from wad i see 90% chances they will back together...... juz hope thing will as per normel again....

yesterday apek came to my crib cause he was like goin crazy with no one to talk to..... so he came and we hung out..... till 5 in the mornin.... he than went back home at tat time..... we talk abt stuff and play some song...... learn alot abt thing...... he almost the excat replica of me..... but his much better..... so far, apek is something like me...... he wants longterm relationship and will do anything 4 the ger...... and most of all he veri sociable not matrape.....

so far everything was okie...... till juz now when i was abt to step in my house.... i got a call from my "ex" again..... well she wanted to talk..... she was like askin me "ngah buat ape" and my reply "buat bodoh ah"...... then put down the phone..... and this was a few days back..... and now she call me again..... but i didnt pick up...... JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE..... plz don remind me that u used to be a part of my life...... go find all the other guys lah..... y u want me..... me budak taik pe...... PLZ GIRL LEAVE ME ALONE...... yes i still got fellin 4 u.... and the fellin will last till the day i get barried..... BUT THERE IS NO TRUST....... so juz fuck out of my life...... here i am tryin to help my fren with their relationship...... and my past still haunts me..... dee plz don throw away apek...... he rellie a nice guy..... at least if i fail in my realtionship i want see the 2 of ur relationship workz..... i juz want to see all my effort of puttin u guys back together come true.....

recently i have been readin back my previous entries..... rite back from the beginning..... and wat i came to realise is tat modt of them are vent on fustration and hatred.... this place is like where i come to vomit it all out..... and now guess wad.... i feel better..... i guess it the single thing tat causes this change.... wahwahwa.... single gerek.....

ya btw this new song is 4 u guy who are goin through shit in life..... hold on peepz...... especially to people who have famili problem like raudah, kamal , dee and ..... i salute u all...... i don think i will survive if i was in ur shoes..... so respect same u all...... hehe.... dee relek ah... jangan fras menongeng.... hehe.... =PpPp

let me see.... hmmm.... things were as normal in the early part of the day.... woke up late..... rush to work..... came half an hr late... and still got time to go window shoppin.... muahaha.... then came an hr late.... no one seem to give a fuck.... haha.... then had an hour of break and came bask late 4 hlf and hour late again.... walk2 again..... hahaha....

then in btwn of my work i went to snake snake.... hisssss.... hahaha.... bought a cola and went to my usual hang out.... the shoppin mall stair case..... GUESS wad..... i open the freakin door and saw tis two guy huggin and kissing.... i mean toung to toung.... Weppie..... haha.... one of the guy had his back on the wall and his hand was in the other guy pants.... wow... i was so shock that my mind freez..... i keep repeatin sori ah sori ah not purpose..... hahah stupid sia..... they oni stop kissin when i suddenly came in into the staircase..... they were still huggin like nobody buisness..... i quickly drink my cola and went back to my work.....

then they came best denki(my work place)..... they keep lookin at me and smillin at 1st..... and started lookin around at the com there....suddenly some one tapped my sholder and to the freakin shit it was one of the guy..... then my "balls" shrank..... muahaha.... they keep askin abt the com and stuff... question after question they ask.... one freakin hour had pass and still they were askin...... i was so deperate tat i pull one of my fren and ask him to handle this to gay customer...... luckly it was time to go home sia..... so freakin happie sia.... actually not time yet i juz cabot half and hour early..... hahaha.... cause my company no punch card....

then rush to the train..... on my way there i was lookin 4 the sign of them..... no freakin sign so okie loh..... then when i drop at BB station i went walk at west mall.... see2 wads on sale..... then suddenly bump into them...... sial ah i was speech less sia..... the guy approch me and ask me u stay around here ah..... my mind went blank..... then my phone rang..... i pick it up and told them i was in a rush.....

rush my freakin way home...... walkin home i was like lookin at my back if they were somewhere to be seen..... so freakin scared..... i was like thinkin it cant be by luck they were at westmall..... cause they were the last customer i entertain..... they muz have follow me..... or even worst they stay some where near here....NO~~~~~...... but a waste they look freakin hansome.... rellie i mean rellie hansome.... well build around early 30s.... look like a part time sports magazine model...... awww.... u girls cant get them.... oni 4 guyz...... any guy interested...... hahaha.....

not goin to werk tomorrow.... scared of seein them again.... haha and btw got soccer match.... ya the one who call me was herry...... i luv u herry.... not tat luv lah.... not gay..... hahaha thanz.... u save my balls.... haha..... ya b4 i 4get..... i back to single hood...... hahaha....